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無處可逃。

惡夢，醒來的當下覺得像是整夜追著謀殺罪犯跑，累到發瘋。發現自己現在可以每天吃一樣的早餐，
對我來說這就是老化的徵兆。想辦法把自己一片片撿起來，假裝可以應付那個無厘頭訪談，小事一樁。
我老闆太可愛了把訪談講得跟打仗一樣看到信就大笑，聽到我的訪問狀況她的回答是，
那你要不要放個假？
好想放假好想念書好想跟龍蝦去吃日本料理。現在應該要來十個句子打昏我。

Sometimes I think people around are giving me hint all the time, for example that I found one of my friend's friend (ex of ex......?) have been leading an exciting and engaging news life in some place I would love to go, whose pieces of articles have been my drugs and coffee whenever I feel bad and exhausted; a catching drama with a theme in the setting; and a check-in from my senior who suggested me to take the challenge since I am a nature and now work in the industry that I tried but failed to squeeze in. and I found the feeling so special when seeing how many people has read and aprreciate what you wrote. period.

The truth is I need to get prepared for the briefing (oh, I won't say it is an interviewing since both of the project leaders are so too busy to talk to these visiting graduate students who expect a talk with scholar. I will keep convincing myself that I am an expert in this field just like my boss.) on "the development models of SE in tw," which I think may be a perfect part in our report, if I know the answer right now, and "the relations between SE development and social development in tw," which should be very suitable for my doctoral thesis, if I know the answer right now.