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湯咖哩筆記：

1 SHOCK loyalty, loyalty, loyalty:
How to return to your office after a string of jobs in competing companies?
"If your boss trusts you, no questions asked."
"This fancy management job is not about ability or anything.
It's just my boss needs a friend to fill the position - otherwise, someone else'd do.
It's connection." Further: destiny.

2 Structure counts. If your structure failed, inferences too.
Questions of the week:
a. The gap between "we want it to lose" and "we want the opposite to win".
b. Why all forecasts failed?
- variables that affect every player e.g. weather, certainty (need more modification)
c. Election of certainty kills polls - numbers of both winner & loser(s) skew.
Why not this time?
Further: think too much. This is first-time model building.
Experiences might bring about bold(er) handicaps.

3 Self-awareness and self-regulation.
* 聰明和工作之間的關係是什麼？下功夫做功課，方方面面都能談。
* What's the key/sweet spot of trust & chequered/unsettled career? Destiny and TBO.
* EQ = self-awareness, self-regulation, motivation, empathy, social skills.

tutorial: What's wrong marrying a retired MD?
Doesn't the male boss-female PA structure prevail?

活該被霸凌。或許就是這種小亞斯才天不怕地不怕喀噠喀噠走進主管辦公室。
夏夜（深秋）的晚風一吹，惆悵少了一半以上，
轉進地下街找書，（花公司的錢）刷卡結賬，回頭謝謝酷酷的服務人員，她回過神來說：
「妳結掉了啊？」「對啊，謝謝。」或許是成為別人的快樂的一小部分，很榮幸。
（後來在辦公室看得眼眶泛淚，所謂非治癒導向的照護啊）

這種白目，這種幸運；有多白目，有多幸運。
也挺好的吶，我喜歡我的工作，喜歡解決little inteligent challenge喜歡做自己
喜歡「我住在山洞裡啊」的瞬間然後再一頁一頁地翻過自己的無知，
知道自己的無知並且享受這種無知。

小小的約會，吃得太飽。或許腦動得太少。
隔壁豬豬吃掉一整份漢堡排。我的有培根。突然想吃pot-au-feu.
風裡在想，這樣那樣，但喜歡的人永遠不能像自己喜歡的那樣喜歡自己⋯⋯
千萬別幫別人這樣想。誰都可以勝任的啊，召喚平等心。

小豬的現實感是：
新奶油，果然一分錢一分貨，連普通洋蔥都能炒得出神入化。做成藍莓貝果夾起司洋蔥菇菇蛋。
買到便宜又香的香蕉，盼望明天早上可以做出好吃的香蕉鬆餅。
沒吃午餐的鮮肉扁食沒有想像中的好吃，但配麵配湯配筍，還算不賴，有機會再試鮮蝦的吧。

Happy to be in this body. Happy to be in this life.