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Some quick thoughts.

Halfway through "evolution":
Definitely have been having more tolerance for "weirdos"
considering the essential value of variation. Good.

Enemy's in the house:
Finally came to the (demoralizing?) time in which I was literally hit by the line.
When YY told me about E's case a couple weeks ago, I hardly empathized it.
Now it's been real - everyone in the room agrees A is right, B is wrong,
but no one can really stop B from happening because the boss endorses B.
The boss is sane. B is supposed to win votes (once-off effect though),
although it derives almost zero policy benefits
and costs over 6% of the current budget EVERY year.
And variation kicks in here too -
all bosses apparently focusing on votes and election might not be a good idea.
There should be a word better than populist to describe the situation then.

跟編修長吃飯：本來想問點邀稿人的事情，結果貌似比想像中的單純很多。
倒是對方比較有興趣地追問我怎麼認識當事人的。
知道很多南方隱蔽景點，有趣。

整天行程滿載有點累，晚上跟一起開會的人邊聊天邊去搭車，回到家才發現啊沒去散步吶。
回家滑手機其實不是休息但也不知道在幹嘛，睡不太著，醒來精神不太好。
可是迅速喝水梳頭沖澡做早餐吃早餐化妝，還是挺好的。今天是大玩具與長傘的組合。
腦子裡都是 twins，做完會後行政整理才發現昨晚大象牌的網路同步出問題，
存了一百多個檔案但後三分之一（精華重點）的討論更新都不見了，
只好等待好學生同學的逐字稿支援。
試著把生活整合在一張卡上，但也就是說萬一它不見了就完蛋了。
把所有文章都丟給矇矇，變成可以隨時隨地跟它完，連睡前都可以，閱讀量大增。

希望可以去買書去逛選品店。

開始比較能體會不透明的魅力了，但筆觸還是不夠大膽。

後知後覺：讀 Daily Rituals，瞄到一位創作者的片段，一眼就投緣，
「由十一歲起就記日記，直到三十歲自殺為止的普拉斯，
記錄了她不斷努力想要維持寫作生產力的作息。」不是喜歡，只是投緣。
查詢才發現，正是老張之前送我的一本生日詩集作者啊。
我是小精靈，老張棒棒小精靈笨笨。

好像還有另一件事，但忘了。