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Rather good to fall for someone, something.
The first impression'd be nah, it's not falling; and it's like nah, I'm not drunk.
On drinking, recently I experienced meditating during a talk with light-touched alcohol.
Feeling unprecedented, but I know that happened before.
Calm, detached, figuring out what the monologue is about, peaceful.

It's a nice dating pal, if one tweaks the meaning of "dating" a lovely little bit.
It's a never-ending path with nowhere to go.
An all good-sided dream but not fantasy.

＠感情的事，感情用事，才無敵
「那滿三個月就可以嗎？」「當然不可以，哈哈。」「好的，不可以。」
去吃咖哩然後逛蛋糕店，是快樂的事情。

"creating a willingness to experience and accept the emotions -- in a way, opening up the heart and mind so they become big enough to effortlessly contain any emotion, like the sky effortlessly containing any cloud."
"knowing exactly how a system recovers after failure ... recover much faster and more cleanly, then I can subject to even more interesting and challenging environments."

把冷氣機當除溼機。
打坐，很舒服的打坐，釋然，有清晰感，有自信。

早起窩在沙發上看四十，喜歡配樂，但在想，這個年紀的人的心情真是這種配樂嗎？
也想到重慶。雖然最棒的那次或許就是飛機蹲在機門讓我把影片看完的那次。

深海裡的大鳳梨，覺得真正的自己住在髖後側肌肉，慢慢慢慢地展開自己。
「沒有」時間，很平靜，清楚地感覺跟自己的身體在一起，很開心。

重新練習 sacred pause. And come up with myself.
像慢慢使用肌肉的方式，慢慢使用自己的思考和注意力。
Time to pack things up. Appreciate. It's a dream, which might be someone else's, too.

沖完澡，吃著火鍋唱著歌，手機叮叮噹。好喔。
Here we got some clouds in the good fresh sky.
@ladyblanche Happy to be with you at the moment.