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Three years ago. Time flies.
「那天回家想到英文作文的事情覺得很挫折，突然就哭了。
哭的前十分鐘還在想，孤單一人過得好壓抑連哭都哭不出來，每天都有新煩惱。
全東亞的人都在睡覺真的覺得好孤單。」

Now I'm talking with a geologist physically in NJ.
Trying to forget things randomly irritated my much this evening.
Like a way that I hold myself as usual.
And it turned out to be
"So you said you felt good to date with a 50-60 gentleman?"
This is not true. But it is a great intro to fun convos.

I like the smell of my perfume today.
Went trying on leather jackets this afternoon.
Maybe they are just not my type.

Came to realize how people feel more engaged after devoted oneself.
Naturally action, entailing movement and engagment, makes happiness.
E.g. you replied an info sharing / comment request message sent last night
in the am, added some random things at noon, found the counterparty
hadn't been online anyway, and started to THINK ABOUT it. Hmm.

Read much today, with a cup of Toffee nuts cramel latte.
Learned a new tool and did the experiment on the new committee.
I like learning new things, debuging, trying on a better way.

Found it's another day with white shirt and flora skirt.

Skimmed another style book after some tako-yaki.
Jeans (Yup I guess I'll stick with stright is a stright.)
White shirt (slam dunk)
blazer and trench coat ok maybe
LBD yay.

Good to call it a day.